Wednesday, September 16, 2009

iris by goo goo dolls

Goo goo dolls ( Iris )

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


_ this the sooundtrack of my day,, i do never realize that the lyrics really fit with me..
huft,,, T_T

but that song always in my playlist recently.. !!!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

was i doing wrong? or i just blocking ? or i was stupid ?

hmm,,
just 30 minutes ago, since i wrote this blog,,xixixix
i heard somevoice outside,, a child and mother scremed and some voice uncleared,,like saying or screamed cos of something unbearable happened..
then,, my mom,,father and i went out,,to the source of voice,,yup,,my neigbor..
an accident happened to the child,, his leg burned cos touching a hot stuff ( knalpot )

hmm,,when i saw,,it just burning grade 1 cos there's no blood on there,,a few skin was peeling,,and i knew it was so hurt for him,,cos the superficial nerve still working ..cos of the situation was uncontroled ,,cos everyone could not calm down,,,i just suggested to go to doctor or clinic,,but actually the therapy for first grade burned injury is only water,,or just put the leg into water ( not cold and of course not hot ) then i don't have any idea then ( *try to remember surgery lesson --> then just let the skin dry ) and if the pain is so hurt just give analgesic.. but,,when i want to suggested it,, i was not sure ,,i don't know why.. T__T

hmm,, i felt a lil sad about this,,,

am i do wrong?? or stupid thing?? i guess sooo,,,hwaahwaahwaaa...astaghfirullah...

-no justice-